Every year, it never fails. This is the certain time that I think about the foundation my first love set. When choosing to embark in a new relationship or rekindling an old, the people who I allow to enter into my life know of him. It doesn't matter where I am or who I am … Continue reading My First Love
Today, I'm going to do it! I've decided today is the day. I may cry. I can shake or scream. I don't care how hard it gets. It doesn't matter how ridiculous I look while doing it. I'm going to put one foot in front of the other. I will get it done. I'm going … Continue reading I Double Dog Dare You!
I was about fourteen when I first decided to end my life. Unbeknownst to my parents, I began dating a guy for a few days and was happy to have a close guy friend. For reasons I will reveal later, I will call him "Ced". The forbidden relationship made me feel superior! The mere thought … Continue reading Hurt, Now Healed
"God, I pray that you remove the desire of marriage from my heart. The more I think of it my heart breaks from the thought of not knowing when or if it will ever happen. I would like to get married one day, but I can't fathom why it's not my time. If it's your … Continue reading Waiting Well
When I was sixteen, I found out I was adopted. As I sit here, I recall reading the aged white piece of paper that would abruptly reveal my truth. I remember the way my body tensed up as I opened the unexpected. The fluttering of butterflies dancing in my stomach and me reading the topline … Continue reading That’s Crazy, But Humbling.
It's 2019, "New Year, New Me" was nearly ten years ago, yet it doesn't feel much has changed in your life. As you scroll on social media, you notice one of your classmate's most recent posts. It's a collage of pictures with the caption, "He asked, so I said yes!". You double tap and type … Continue reading I’m 25, Now What?
Ever notice when you’re late it seems like every thing and everyone moves slower than you. You can be driving in traffic while time and cars are against your every move. It doesn’t matter how fast you cut in and out of traffic you end up at red light after red light. As adversity kicks … Continue reading Find A Solution, Stop Complaining To Everyone!