The idea of the knowing THE TRUTH has always been an interest of mine since a little girl.
Though I am a Christian, I am also a Hebrew as my bloodline can be traced all the way back to King David.
God allowed me to discover all this information and it’s been an awesome find to know I am related to great Prophets like Papa Noah, Papa Abraham, Mother Sarah, Papa Enoch, Papa Elijah, Cousin Samson, Papa Isaac, Papa Jacob, Papa Moses. I am a Jew (Jewel), the heart of God.
To go even deeper because of my lineage, I am called to be a Prophet as it is my Birthright.
Like Jacob I want to honor it.
But before all my trying to honor my birthright, I’ve made mistakes in life.
Anger and unforgiveness has taken me through dark places, that opened the door for me to be mentally, emotionally, verbally and psychology abused.
Many men have raped me, molestation has happened to me, people have lied, set up, betray, steal, wickedly laugh and jump me.
As a result, my anger and unforgiveness built up, which lead to starting a gang with friends, selling drugs, bullying people, being a harlot (having many partners for superficial love), having an attitude towards men in general and wanting to use violence to prove my point to prove my worth.
Today I can live with peace in my heart despite the things that others do to me; and that is forgiveness.
“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”Philippians 4:13
I have more to grow.
However, God has taught me a lot of stuff, I learned from others was wrong because it was not his ways.
God continues to send people to help me.
Guest Blogger: Pecola Raysor-DiSaverio
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